Thursday, May 19, 2011

architecture school

architecture school destroyed my ability to feel confidence in anything I do and my general feeling of self-worth. it made me hate myself, or at least was the best medium for me to grasp the feeling of inadequacy. it gave me anxiety. i loved to make, but the fear of rejection paralyzed me to the point of self-sabotage. my voice was never good enough and I preferred to stay silent.

i don't know what i learned from architecture school