architecture school destroyed my ability to feel confidence in anything I do and my general feeling of self-worth. it made me hate myself, or at least was the best medium for me to grasp the feeling of inadequacy. it gave me anxiety. i loved to make, but the fear of rejection paralyzed me to the point of self-sabotage. my voice was never good enough and I preferred to stay silent.
i don't know what i learned from architecture school
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This reminds me of what I feel as a green line cook. To date I have lacked the confidence to go in and be a rockstar. I'm trying to acquire that... Fake it (albeit humbly and with open arms to learning)til I make it.
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